A GOOD DAY !!!!!!

I can honestly say that today was a good day. The kids went back to school and I got my piece of mind back. Don't get me wrong, I love my son and daughter, but hey.... be honest, I am not the only one that was dancing around this morning and smiling and waving at the kids when the school bus came by or when you dropped them off at school this morning. All the while they are thinking that you are going to miss them, but in the back of your mind you was Thanking God for the few quite hours that you have sought for so long this summer... lol .

I just wanted to wish everyone in Blog Land who have children a safe and happy return back to school.

I AM TIRED !!!!!!!

This is a dedication to all who are fed up and TIRED !!!!!!!



I am Tired of the disgrace,walking around with a smile on my face,trying to hike the tears of been yet deceived again.

I am Tired of the lies and the pain in side. Is it me or she that you fight so hard to see? Tell me who do you love,because I am Tired of the roller-coaster ride.? I read something a friend wrote, where she states:"that she rather write than fight, I can see why ,because I find myself writing novels.

I am Tired of the talking, now it's time for someone to start walking.!

You lied when you went inside to find the treasures you thought she held. Now your life is hell.
I am Tired of crying over how we are going to pay bills, while you're getting your thrills.

I am Tired of you walking around with different numbers in your pocket from this one and that one, while I am at home being faithful.
I am Tired so it looks like it has come sown to the final count of the fight.But before we reach the count of 10..... I am throwing everything in.

You have gotten what you wanted, so go...be free,live your life with one of your shes,because I am Tired !!!!!!!

I keep up with your phone numbers just as well as you , but to call another woman about my man, what do I sound like and look like?-a fool.
I am Tired , do you care or even understand, that me living and loving like this was and is not in my plans?.

There's no more that I can say and there's no more that I can do, You have got to want to change you.

I am Tired!!!!!

What else can I say, what more can I do? I am waiting on the man that I fell in love with to through the door and play these silly games no more;I AM TIRED!!!!!!!




Author:
Lavenia Brewton

IS THIS REALLY THE END?

Is this really the end? I feel that this may be the end of our discussions and seminars together, but how many will truly continue to check their blogs or their classmates blog to see what they have been up to?I know that I will. I will continue to post on others blogs as I hope that they do with mine. I have found this class to be a blast and I do not want to lose contact with the friends that I have made. So if anyone out here in blog land feel the same, feel free to post to my blog and I will get back to you at my earliest convenience.



I wish you all success in life and in your careers. Who knows maybe we will cross paths not only as classmates, but as professionals. Good Luck and again,much success!!!!!!!!

STILL HERE

I have faced so many obstacles in my life;
I am still here!
I have been lied on and lied to by the best of them....
I am still here!
I have been alone,and had friends and family to leave me in and out of season;
I am still here!
I have had trust and lost trust,been rapped of my identity by those who want me to be what they want to see me as;
I am still here!
I have been robbed of a relationship with my father,mother,sister and brother but guess what? I am still here!
I have been talked about and talked to like I was not worthy of being who I am;
I am still here!
I have dealt with mental,physical and emotional abuse
I am still here!
I have ran with the best and worst of them ,and I have had to fight some tough fights;some won some lost.I have laughed and I have cried,even tried suicide.I have been addicted and I have been an addiction(yeah,you know what I mean )
I am still here!
I have been the"one"and "the other one", I have had heartaches and given a couple back
I am still here!
I have had riches and I have been broke but guess what?
I am still here!
I have had some good days and lord knows I have had my share of bad days. But guess what?
I AM STILL HERE!!!!!!!!!!!!!

TIME

You know it's crazy how we play with this thing we call TIME. Using it carelessly without even paying it no mind.
We find ourselves counting up,which in reality we should be counting down;Because no man really knows just how longer are gonna be around.
Tomorrow I will do this,next week I will do that;All could be a lie and that's just a fact. Maybe we should live our lives as if we are always running late;Cause no man knows the true minute nor the hour,not even the calender knows the date.
You know it's crazy how we play with this thing we call time,Using it carelessly without even paying it no mind. I see clocks with alarms,even watches on arms;I see even you now clocking the length of this poem. But 60 seconds all I have invested ,because now is the time when time is truly tested.
Tic-Toc promises the clock:but whoever promised you that your time would not stop?You know it is crazy how we play with this thing we call TIME.Using it carelessly without even paying it no mind.

I almost lost my friend

I almost lost my friend, my brother. He was shot going on two weeks ago. Before I tell the story. Isn't it funny how we think people love us until something tragic happens.The mother of his son left him for dead. At least she had the since to take him to the E.R.Not only did I almost lose him, but my mother also.It's funny how God just takes over every situation. When you can't see, remember he can.I talked about this in my earlier blog. So please read. That's why " I CRY" for those who can't or are afraid to cry.

Sorry I have not posted in a while

I am truly sorry that I have not given you anything to read in a while.This is due to tragedy that my family and I had experienced. My brother had been shot, my mother suffered a slight heart attack, my sister who is bipolar was put on an 72hr. suicide watch.Not only that I was admitted due to the fact that my blood pressure went up to high to leave the hospital. Even in the mist of all this I know that God is still in control. Now I have to get back on track because I have two beautiful children to look after and who also need me as well as I need them.So I am really putting my nose to the grind trying to catch up on everything that I missed in both classes.So please pray for me and my family.